end up but stil love u

1 years 8 month...
stop it by today...
is end...over...
all over di....
why why why.........
i feel hurt..
feeel wanna die...
I love her...
even brk up d...
why...
why i so stupid...
be cruel to me..
I stil love her...
ahhhhhhhhh................
can u hear me.......
I MISS U....
i knw u not k abt me anymore..
but.....
I stil love u...
why.....
i hate myself...
suxxx......
slap me pls..
slap me......
i cant stop thinking on u....
time can prove it...
but now im suffer....
y u so CRUEL......
i hate u, but i love u....

fren said:人总是在失去时才会珍惜......
他不理会你的心情是他不了解你......
有些事过去的就给他忘记......
不要记在心里......
人是要往前看不要往后看了......

but it hard to do it....T____T